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[11 Sep 2008|11:45pm] |
www.livejournal.com/~orenjee
time for changes.
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[25 Aug 2008|02:58am] |
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internal conflicts..
i've been feeling a little down lately
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maybe a change in environment is not so bad..
but then again i don't know if i'm ready for it
it seems like one part of me wants it to be septembr 20 already,
but the other part is wanting more time.
maybe i feel this way because i'm the last "islander" to leave san jose,
and it's a little hard having to be the one who has to see each one leave...one...by...one.
but then again i'm lucky to have more time to prepare myself to leave a person that i've grown to love..
because time and distance is not our friend.
oh well.
i suppose this is life.
as you grow older time only feels faster.
the only thing to do is embrace it.
this is an early goodbye to good friends
because after this summer, our lives together will never be the same.
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[18 Aug 2008|02:03am] |
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4 months...time sure flies.
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[12 Aug 2008|03:49am] |
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vulgar music coming from quyen's laptop speakers |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TONY YOO, or should i say "el guapo" rofl [!!!]
p.s. i'm on vacation with quy's family in garden grove/san diego/temecula and right now we're at katie's house having..a lan party! hip hip hooray for best friends.
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[05 Aug 2008|10:45pm] |
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drank beer in the mexican's trailer at 4 a.m.
slept there
woke up 5 p.m.
drool stains, disheveled hair, deer-in-headlights expression
drank more beer
bought an entire cheesecake
ate it with a fork
drank even more beer
hookah'd
i call this "life of a hobo"
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[18 Jul 2008|03:07am] |
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3 months.
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[17 Jul 2008|01:27am] |
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So...stephanie and i were outside this ghetto liquor store next to bulldogs near capitol and alum rock and i'm in my car about to back out when i notice THE creepiest old woman outside my car looking straight at us. she walks over and says "please, i'm really thirsty" in this meek voice. i'm startled and is about to piss in my pants when stephanie emptys her coin pocket and hands her change and talks to the woman. the point of the story is that i can't even explain to you how eerie this woman was. her face...will forever be drilled in my mind because she literally looked like she came out of a horror movie....ya know, one dark night two very vulnerable girls are stopped by what looks like a helpless haggard old woman. the smart girl out of the two tries to drive past the old woman, but the not so smart one decides to stop and interact with the woman. next thing you know the fucking creepy ass woman casts a spell on us and WE'RE DOOMED.
oh my fucking goodness she was so fucking eerie.
...the things we do for hookah.
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| i'm 18, bz! |
[06 Jul 2008|12:30am] |
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Coldplay- viva la vida |
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Best hooka session...ever.
White chocolate love didn't disappoint.
It's mah baby.
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[26 Jun 2008|07:22pm] |
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Rise against- like the angel |
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( survey4 )
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[22 Jun 2008|01:56pm] |
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( survey3 )
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[19 Jun 2008|04:34pm] |
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Nelly (ft. Fergie) - Party People |
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( June picture post )
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[09 Jun 2008|07:10pm] |
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( survey2 )
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[05 Jun 2008|02:10am] |
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A promise I made to myself a while ago was to stop thinking about "what ifs" because I learned that there is nothing good that comes from thinking like that. The choices you've made have brought you to the point where you are at and you should just accept it and live it. The things that could've happened didn't and the things you should've done you didn't so what is the point of thinking "what if". I'm getting better at not thinking about how things could've gone differently with relationships in general and school in general and whatnot, which has made me a happier, more secure person. The reason why I write this is because lately people have been asking me a lot "what if" questions and for a split second I'm about to think "what if", but I stop myself. Sure, especially recently I've been put into positions where I could've done things that I would have ended up regretting, but the fact is, I didn't go further with it, and I am glad and I now can trust myself (and my friends) more. I'm a firm believer in everything happening for a reason, so every path I take in life and every choice I make, I'm not going to look back at it and think about what could've happened if I had taken a different path.
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( pictures )
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[03 Jun 2008|12:00am] |
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Today was one of the most depressing days of my life..
I honestly contemplated running away in the middle of my test
If only you people knew how desperate I was
I hid next to a tree. enough said.
fuck
life
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but then again, life is beautiful, so I really don't mean that.
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[26 May 2008|05:59pm] |
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( survey )
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| The shit we do |
[04 May 2008|08:52pm] |
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Born Jamericans- Sweet Honey |
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hahahaha
what a freaking stressful day, Amanda.
"Out of all the fish in the sea, prom with me?"
:)
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On the topic of prom, I bought my dress this weekend. I'm so in love with it <3333 It's not what I consider "prom-y" because of it's simplisticity and short length, but I feel it suits me the most, so I'm happy. Like all the dresses I've worn in the past for special events, the brand is BCBG. I had originally planned to buy this green dress from edressme, but I went to a boutique to see it in person and omfg it was fugly. So instead, I went over to BCBG and ah, the perfect dress was on the rack waiting for me to buy it. Max Azria never lets me down :)
Yeah, the dress was pretty nasty. It looked like someone puked all over me..
I still need to
+buy bids
+buy boutonniere
+pay for the "shuttle"
God, I'm going to be SOOO damn broke this month :I
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Breakfast party 3.0:
hella fucking people..
...I have no words...
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GOOD TIMES
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[26 Mar 2008|01:54pm] |
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rayj- sexy can i |
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Funniest thing ever....HAHAHAhaha
Anthony: if Stephanie says no, SHE'S WALKING HOME!
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| IM LEGAL, BZZZZ |
[27 Jan 2008|01:06am] |
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So, I really have to say this...
MY BIRTHDAY WAS AWESOME :)
I'm so grateful for my wonderful friends...they are truly, truly amazing. The only thing I wish could have been different is that everyone would have been more "together", ya know what I mean? I was so elated that I got so many of my favorite people under one roof, however. It's so wonderful to see my old friends again, and also, news ones as well. It's been such a long time since middle school and seeing all those familiar faces made me so....happy inside. Haha..I'm so cheesy, but I truly couldn't ask for anything better. I feel like though I've met some cool people in high school, I will always be connected to those I grew up with. I guess I just want to say.....I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I won't single people out, but some people just made me feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO grateful, and I'm sorry that I did not express my gratitude as much as I would have liked.
God I hope I make sense in this entry. I can't exactly see clearly right now....if yalls know what I mean <3
this wasn't everyone =(
IM EIGHTEEN!!!!!!!
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